Hopeful

• I'm giving us a chance, after all that we have been through, I think this relationship deserves a chance.
• If it is meant to be, it is meant to be. If it is not, I'll be glad I gave it a try.
  

MotoGP Obsession

• My obsession on Valentino Rossi as MotoGP Driver started back when he used to be in 250cc. My weekends used to be filled with watching him racing gracefully on track (in the living room with Abah), where his tacky overtaking skills would always bedazzle me. When every girl's teenage icon was Nick Carter from B2B, mine was (actually still is) Valentino Rossi.

• Below is his statement prior to the anticipated Sepang race on 25th October 2009.

• “I’ll face this weekend with maximum optimism, with energy and trying to win the last two races. Maybe it’s best not to think too much about the situation, or if you do think about it to think in a positive way because that’s the best way.”
  

• The second sentence is very much personally true. =) I'm very excited for tomorrow's race with Hilmi and friends, which will secure him World Champion Title 2009 if he wins! Good Luck Rossi! I'll be wearing your shirt! Watch out for me at K1!

Rock Bottom

When you think you have hit rock bottom, it is ok to cry, but cry with hope that things will get better. They usually do. No matter how honest your intentions are, you can't expect everyone to understand you, because your actions may be interpreted wrongly as people's hearts are full of insecurities. Persevere and be patient..

Every cloud has a silver lining.

Please

• You probably think I lied to you for 8 months.

• You probably think I betrayed you as a bestfriend.

• You probably think how inconsiderate I am to have let you bring me on that trip to Terengganu..

• You probably think that I have hurt you..in many ways you can't even comprehend.

• But have you ever thought about what my justifications on those 3 days we were on the phone?

• Have you ever thought about your words to me..in those 8 months of long hurtful text messages..

• Have you even consider that I did not plan all this to happen..that I did not want this if I can control it..

• Have you ever thought about your faults that hurt me so bad that forced me to change my phone number?

Time has healed my heart..because I am hurt by you too.

So please forgive me too. I miss my bestfriend.

Incomplete

I am going to blog about the many wonders which had happened since I last posted. But, in the mean time, my thoughts are filled with only one person, whom I used to call bestfriend. Although I am still furious about her attitude, I feel like giving her a hug because I know deep down, she is not ok..

I can feel it.

I may be wrong..but it's ok. If she is happy, then I am more than happy for her.

Blissful 22

• I am blessed and lucky to be surrounded with very thoughtful and wonderful souls, like them..
  

Etty the Nigella Lawson of the night

Izzy the Balloon Girl

Tia the Surprise Planner

Faizal the Photographer

Meme, Idzam, Nadri, Joey, Azzif and gf, Harrizs, and Hafiz for coming...

• Thank you for making my 4th September 2009 a memorable one...actually I can't thank you enough. These friends are for keeps.

Speeding towards that time of year

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  Only last week did I realise my 22nd birthday's looming around the corner. It got me reminiscing my birthday last year..and I can't help thinking so much has happened since then.
  

  

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  Life's lessons won't have mercy, but we have to keep in mind that they are all part of Allah's plans. Elina, a dear friend reminded me the other day, and I quote "I believe in happy endings. If we're not happy, then it's not the end". So embrace all challenges and consider them as God's unique way to tell you that He remembers you, because if He doesn't, He will just leave u astray and let you continue making mistakes you've been making. This leads me to another quote from my bestfriend Kamila, "Allah misses you, so He wants you to talk to Him and ask for His guidance".
  

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  On a different note, even though I was clad only with my Telford Hall t-shirt, thank you so so much for those who surprised me on my birthday last year, especially to the person who planned it from afar. I truly appreciate and treasure your effort. These memories make me smile, inside and out.

• May 22 be a good year. Aameen.